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01:11 Dec 07 2019
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Does anyone remember that time that I said...

"If you can't beat 'em, join 'em" ?

Yeah,me either. Because I have never said it.

I walk my own path. I always have. The journey has been long,but it has taught me many things.

I trust my instincts, I watch the patterns, I listen to what most cannot hear.

In doing so;here on VR,as well as in the real world, I see the things some of you choose to keep hidden. You aren't doing a very good job.

I've had some here walk away from my friendship over the years because I refuse to attack other members en masse. Even when that someone being attacked is someone I do not like. I am just not that person.

People's behaviors here have become atrocious. I get messages from multiple people telling me so and so did this or said that,then that person doing the same about the first one. It truly makes my head hurt...and causes me to just log back out more than not.

But what I really cannot stand is for you to come to me,talk all sorts of shit about someone,and then turn around and be all buddy buddy with said horrible person. Do I have idiot written on my forehead? Do you just really assume that I'm that fucking stupid?

I'm not gonna throw out names and situations...because there are several. I just want it to be known,just because I am quiet,doesn't mean I can't see through your bullshit. Just because I don't jump on a bandwagon doesn't mean that I believe one over the other...it simply means I don't feel like putting up with the crap.

I also do not have time for "new friends" that keep claiming they are changing things,that they have been misread,or misunderstood,just to get into my good graces. I see very clearly who you are associating with....and just,no. I read it correctly from the start and am very pleased that yet again my instincts steered me clear.

All in all....I was taught to put trash in the garbage can.

Is Payne bitching again?... Not really.

Let me message Payne and see who she's talking about...Don't.

Will this make some people hate Payne even more?...Probably,but I've never really given much of a damn anyway.

My Top Bitch status is still intact. I'm good with it.

Anyway,rant over. Hope everyone is enjoying the holidays.